I admire you mate.
It takes guts to finally admit, even to yourself, that you have a problem. My dad lost his through work, (worked on the docks after the war descaling ships hulls with vibrating needle guns and no defenders for about 20 years), he tried various NHS ones but they were either too cimbersome or didn't make any difference. Went 'private' in the end and got fitted with a very discreet pair. Crafty old sod used to crack on they didn't work too well till one night, New Year actually, he was quite sozzled and someone suggested he try getting a different pair.
"What for? I can hear everything that gets said, just choose to pretend not to." he replied!
Following morning he denied everything and started to to say, "What?" everytime we asked him something!
It takes guts to finally admit, even to yourself, that you have a problem. My dad lost his through work, (worked on the docks after the war descaling ships hulls with vibrating needle guns and no defenders for about 20 years), he tried various NHS ones but they were either too cimbersome or didn't make any difference. Went 'private' in the end and got fitted with a very discreet pair. Crafty old sod used to crack on they didn't work too well till one night, New Year actually, he was quite sozzled and someone suggested he try getting a different pair.
"What for? I can hear everything that gets said, just choose to pretend not to." he replied!
Following morning he denied everything and started to to say, "What?" everytime we asked him something!