romans 1;1.19
19 since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. 20 For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse.
not only do i believe God, i have fellowship whith him through the cross of christ,same as thousands of other true christians.
its available to all, who ever calls on the name of the lord shall be saved.
i can share what i know, about God. and have shared it, but its hard if people mock. mocking means your not interested. But if you want to learn ,you can ask.