it's when my eldest said "when you get your new family" Oh god, please, no, they are my family!!! I love my sons more than my own life
Why why why, I tried everything?
I feel same for my child and I can understand how you are feeling. I have contemplated a separation and the thought of being away from your child is the most painful thing in life. I hope you get through this. Just try to be strong and be there for your child/children.