I am not a good psychologist, obviously most of your questions are related to human psychology, how we think, what we might think, or a what a person might think when asked a certain question like when assessing someone's mental health, and that person's answers can reflect a lot about his or her personality, the state of his mind, and intellect, I consider myself as an average or less than average bloke with a big quest for the Truth, I am one of those guys who believe millions of us can't be wrong that God has to exists, even if we have not found any direct evidence of him, but there are lots of foot prints he has left which cannot be explained or ignored otherwise, scientist on the other hand wants to dismiss God and they have their way to prove that a God is NOT needed because of x,y,z, and I am trying to rule that out by equally proving that God MUST exist to have created this universe,
Scientist claims that universe came out of Nothing, I refuse to believe this, but then Scientist say Nothing does not mean absolute Nothing but something, which is neutral, ( as in neutron which has neither negative nor positive charge) I am not physicist, so I only have less than basic knowledge of science, I gather much of my knowledge from reading articles, watching scientific documentaries, you tube, etc, my knowledge of science is based on O level physics, and so this gives me a lot of handicap, but when one day I had worked out that God was none other than greatest source of Energy, I was so relived, since before that I refused to believe fairy tale stories about God in religious books, I do not follow any particular religion but firmly believe in a creator of some form or kind, like Energy.
How else can matter be created other than from pure Energy.
But here is how I reached this verdict, and I was very hungry for an answer, yet no one could give me a logical answer apart from everyone I asked one question that was bothering me so much for many years, the question that intrigued me was:
1. Let us
assume for a minute that God is there. so my question would be addressed to those who were believers, and I would then ask them
"WHERE DID GOD GET HIS RAW MATERIALS TO FORM A UNIVERSE FROM? where did he get his raw materials from to construct giant planets, starts, moons, and trillions upon trillions of starts and galaxies?
so this was my most intriguing question that would not let me sleep, and I am glad I did not learn science in a school to any higher level than 0 levels, otherwise my mind would have been corrupted by science, so here I was looking for an answer independently, asking religious people if they could really relieve my anxiety about God how he may have created this earth moon stars etc, I would ask them things like Where Did God get his raw materials from to form these solid objects from, there were no B&Q, or
Wickes or other building supplies where God could go and get materials to construct a great big Universe with.
So most religious people answered me this: Mike why are you so bothered about this, why don't you just accept that God is an Almighty and powerful and he can usher a word and or wave a magic wand and abra ka debra let there be universe and a universe came into existence, i was not going to accept that childish answer, a 5 year old child may accept that answer, I was 45 years old when I was asking that question, I wanted a logical answer.
many even told me to stop worrying about it and just accept that God created it.
Then I was one day sitting by my desk, and suddenly like lightening, 3 years since I have been desperately trying to seek an answer, a powerful thought came into my mind and it said ( of course it did not speak to me, it was just a thought) and I said to myself, bloody hell! why did I not think of this before......Of course if there was nothing before God created the Universe, therefore assuming only He alone existed with nothing else apart from himself, then by definition of logic, whatever he created, and all the raw materials he needed to create a universe, He must have got it out of Himself, where else could he have obtained any raw material from if there was not anything else apart from Himself. .
So this was so simple yet it kept me in dark for nearly 3 years, I was so pleased with this logical conclusion , I was 99% satisfied with this answer, much better than religious people telling me that God is almighty and powerful and he can create anything, so my conclusion lifted a lot of burden off my mind.
But then immediately after this another question arose, and this was :
What kind of person, or thing is God who can produce or create all the matter from within himself to have created this universe?
Then fortunately it did not take me another 3 years to get this question answered, but in less than 5 minutes, I remembered a physics Statement, which I still don't know where i got it in my head from, either i must have read it in my O level physics class or a physics text book, or read it somewhere, but the main thing was that this statement was completely meaningless to me before, but now suddenly it made a great deal of sense, this statement that " ALL MATTER IS COMPOSED OF ENERGY " it was embedded in my head from when i don't even know, so now it became much clearere to me that GOD must be some kind of Energy that is capable of creating a vast universe from within himself and he therefore must be Energy.
Now I don't ask anyone this question, but instead I tell them how God created this universe and what kind of thing God is in order for him to achieve this.
But I am sure there are millions of other questions that one has for God, such as why is there difference between people, why there are rich and poor, why is there is pain and destruction, hurricanes and earth quakes killing lots of people, why is there bigger animals eating smaller animals, why is there so much pain in life etc etec, etc,
Right now I am working on this, and I am sure I will get an answer, theory of entanglement may just help me as did that physics statement that all matter is composed of energy.