Twenty years. Wow. A lovely age for a cat. We had ours for 17 years and when her time came, we had a 'private' cremation and we had her ashes in our spare bedroom for years. A few years ago we finally got round to burying her ashes in a sunny spot in the garden that she used to lay. We both had a little cry.Took the cat to the vet to have him euthanized.
20 years 4 months old. Poor ol boy wasn't eating, and was getting more frail. He was the best natured animal I've ever come across.
Gawd they leave a hole when they go.
Hardest moment was when looking at my wife, and we both knew it was his time.
As a caring owner, you gave him a long and wonderful life and at the end you did the best for him. We've been there several times ourselves and know exactly how you are feeling. My commiseration’s.